Moons ago I attended a house party with all AA’s + me. After delicious soup dinner the forever smokers asked why I wasn’t joining and I said I quit. 

Then Mr.King of 12 steps shouts out: how long is that gonna last? 

My only words back: “This is why we love you.” 

A room in silent pause w/every eye witness + w/no words of rescue returned into motion like the invitation to smoke never occurred.

Yes a purchase of beloved American Spirits (blue) happened directly after departure so to ponder duality and attempted humiliation created by quitting smoking…by proclaimed AAgod.

Yes it appears that removing sword from open heart is self-challenged + may cause backtrack/ sort of a dual touché.

Having left a solid impression (then/now), the last piece of paper painted/torn/reformed was placed placed + noted for final punctuation to illusion/delusion…and solid reminder for courage to change the things we can.

Produced for triumph within greatest endings/beginnings…including nonsmoking. Energetic being at the core; I send this smile over to you :)

*photos limit in-person experience of photon color spectrum here; including an incredible aqua blend, best viewable w/hand-light, creted by the paint creator. Hung to be circled around + look up/go behind a mirror of one creation = truth/light of all that is.